Loss and Remembrance
Rev. Mark Hayes
May 26, 2002

Reflection I:  Loss
         This weekend we observe Memorial Day.  This is a holiday set aside particularly to commemorate the sacrifice of life in the pursuit of freedom.  We honor those who have served and died so that the rest of us can enjoy the liberties they have defended.  While we certainly do pay tribute to those who have died defending our freedom, I believe we can also expand the focus of our remembrances today to include all of our losses.  I invite you to join me in that process.

         One common way of marking the passing of loved ones is to have a memorial service, which often helps to begin a healthy process of grieving.  In my preparation for ministry, when I learned how to do memorial services, one way I learned to think about them was as a three-act play.  The first act consists of recognizing and acknowledging the loss suffered.  The second act involves remembering and celebrating the life of the deceased.  And finally, in the third act, we reflect on where we go from here.  How do we come to terms with the fact that life must go on?

         I propose that in this Memorial Day service, we follow a similar structure.  And so we have segments devoted to loss, remembrance, and going forward.  In each, I will offer some of my own reflections, as well as readings from various sources.  There will also be opportunities for you to reflect and remember.

         Loss.  Loss is a universal component of human experience.  Every time you open up your heart and allow yourself to love, you are setting yourself up for a loss.  Every time you form any kind of attachment, whether to another person, or to an object, or to an ideal, or to a way of life – you are setting yourself up for a loss.

         The death of a loved one is only one of many, many forms of loss.  I want us to acknowledge this morning all of the kinds of loss that we have experienced, and are now experiencing.
When those we know and love move away, even if we maintain contact, that is a loss.  When the love of a spouse or partner dies or diminishes, leading to separation or divorce, that is a loss.  When children grow up and venture out on their own, that is a loss.  When age asserts itself and erodes some of our physical capabilities, that is a loss.  When economic circumstances result in the loss of a job or a reduction in income, that is a loss.

         I want to call particular attention today to those losses of the past several months associated with the events of last September 11.  There were, of course, losses of life, and of homes, and of jobs.  Most of us were spared those direct losses.  But there were other losses that spared none of us.  I think especially of the loss of our sense of safety and security as Americans.  No longer is terror and violence limited to faraway parts of the world.  In some sense we’ve lost the very world that we thought we lived in.  We live now in a more precarious world, and I think it’s important to acknowledge that as a loss.

         Sometimes we try to rush through the experience of loss and grief.  After all, it’s painful.  But feeling the pain is a necessary part of the process of healing.  We may notice this most clearly when others try to move us too quickly past the pain, and we may even resent it.  I’d like to share with you a reading by Earl Grollman called “Unsolicited Advice.”
 

“Unsolicited Advice”  by Earl Grollman
 Everyone knows what is best for you.
 People offer words of consolation:

 “I know just how you feel.”
     (You want to scream: “No you don’t!
     How can you possibly know what
     I’m going through?”)

 “You are doing so well.”
      (“Do you know how I feel when you leave?”)

 “Your loved one lived to a ripe old age.”
      (“At any age death is a robber.”)

 “Others have lived though it.”
      (“I’m not concerned about others.  At this
      moment I’m concerned about myself.”)

 “It’s God’s will.”
      (“Then this vindictive and vengeful God
      must be my enemy.”)

 Your heart is breaking – and they offer you clichés.
 You see, they are frightened, too.
 They feel threatened and ill at ease.
 But they are sharing as best they can.
 Accept their companionship, but you need not take their advice.
 You may simply say, “Thank you for coming.”
 And then do what is best for you.

 And that may mean moving through the pain, rather than around it.

        Please join me now in a brief period of quiet, while we reflect on losses we have experienced in this past year, knowing that our pain is shared, even if not completely understood, by those around us.

Reflection II:  Remembrance

We Remember Them
Roland B. Gittelsohn (adapted)

In the rising of the sun and in its going down, we remember them.
In the blowing of the wind and in the chill of winter, we remember them.
In the opening of buds and in the rebirth of spring, we remember them.
In the blueness of the sky and in the warmth of summer, we remember them.
In the rustling of leaves and in the beauty of autumn, we remember them.
In the beginning of the year and when it ends, we remember them.
When we are weary and in need of strength, we remember them.
When we are lost and sick at heart, we remember them.
When we have joys we yearn to share, we remember them.
So long as we live, they too shall live, for they are now a part of us,
As we remember them.

         One of the most important parts of a memorial service, and of the process of grieving the loss of a loved one, is remembering and celebrating their life.  It is through our recognizing how they touched us and influenced us that they live on.  For they live on primarily through those of us whose lives were intertwined with theirs.

Live One Day at a Time
Earl Grollman

Memories – tender, loving, bittersweet.
They can never be taken from you.
Nothing can detract from the joy
And the beauty you and your loved one shared.

Your love for the person and his or her love for you cannot be altered
By time or circumstance.
The memories are yours to keep.
Yesterday has ended, though you store it
In the treasurehouse of the past.

Reflection III:  Going Forward

It is a Miracle
Edward Searl

It is a miracle.
Nothing less than a miracle:
That flowers bloom every spring;
That living thing begets living thing;
That we human beings emerge
Again and again
From ignorance to knowledge,
From hopelessness to meaning,
From sadness to joy.
It is a miracle,
Nothing less than a miracle.

         And what is it that makes that miracle possible?  What is it that allows us to go on despite the pain and suffering our losses bring?  It is hope.  Hope based on our experience that “this too shall pass”.  Hope based on our awareness of the love that surrounds us.  Hope based on the faith that we hold deep in our hearts.  In the words of Robert Terry Weston [A Cup of Strength]:
 

     Let none fear: for greater than sorrow is love, which endures through pain and conquers even grief.  Love binds all hearts in bonds of fellowship and courage.  They who love unselfishly face even the depths with courage, for their strength is the strength of many and their courage rests upon the love of friends.


     I said earlier that by opening our hearts in love, we set ourselves up for loss.  But there is another truth as well.  When we do experience loss, opening our hearts yet again can help us bear the pain.  We are not alone.  We are in this together.  And as George Odell writes, we need one another.

We Need One Another
George E. Odell

We need one another when we mourn and would be comforted.
We need one another when we are in trouble and afraid.
We need one another when we are in despair, in temptation, and need to be recalled to our best selves again.
We need one another when we would accomplish some great purpose, and cannot do it alone.
We need one another in the hour of success, when we look for someone to share our triumphs.
We need one another in the hour of defeat, when with encouragement we might endure, and stand again.
We need one another when we come to die, and would have gentle hands prepare us for the journey.
All our lives we are in need, and others are in need of us.

  Finally, I would like to close these reflections with the words of  Wendell Berry:

The Larger Circle
Wendell Berry

We clasp the hands of those that go before us,
And the hands of those who come after us.
We enter the little circle of each other’s arms
And the larger circle of lovers, whose hands are joined in a dance,
And the larger circle of all creatures,
Passing in and out of life, who move also in a dance,
To a music so subtle and vast that no ear hears it
Except in fragments.